No Regrets

Stuck in the middle of nowhere




Wanna ask something? Wanna give a secret message?


What I Learned This Weekend #9.2

1. Being shitty has its PROs and CONs.

2. Putting so much effort also has its PROs and CONs.

3. You can never be too honest.

4. You’ll find a way to control your emotions, eventually.

5. I can never walk away.

Anonymous said: Would you rather be a boy or a girl?

I would rather be myself.

Anonymous said: Hi, Wynona. Don't over think things. Trust your gut and embrace the outcome. Here's a hug for good measure. >:D< - P

I badly need this now. Thank you.

What I Learned This Weekend #9.1

1. Some things are better left unsaid.

2. Some things are better left unanswered.

3. Some things are better left unknown.

4. Just when you thought everything is okay, there goes your id.

5. Being stuck in the middle of getting what you want and doing what you need to do is still my dilemma.

6. Sometimes you’ll get the answers to your questions in just a look in the eye.

7. Life goes on.

8. Love is a decision.

9. Heartaches are heart breaks.

What I Learned This Weekend #8

1. True friends will never leave you even if you’re the shittiest person in the world.

2. Long-term goals are hard to reach, but it will be all worth the wait and the pain.

3. Trust the right people.

4. Being logical about your problems will help you feel less awful. And you can also get a rational solution. Go and try.

5. It’s okay to be afraid, but don’t lose hope. Don’t stop trying.


I can feel that I am finally letting go. Little by little. I am not someone you can use just to satisfy your shitty needs. I just hope you thought about how I would feel when you did that. Anyway, I’m okay now. No need to worry. I am starting not to care.

I just realized that wasting all my money is some kind of an “outlet” I saved it up for us. So letting it all go to waste gave me a feeling of relief. And now, I’m starting to build my life again. I am starting to save up for my own good. Finally.

You never made me feel that you were proud of me. It hurts but I need to let go. Well, I can now do things on my own. I am starting to be my “old” self. Someone who loves to be alone and all. I feel good. Really. Hope this will go on though.

What I Learned This Weekend #7

1. You’ll never get everything you wanted. - reinforced again and again and again

2. “Caring” is so much trouble.

3. Sometimes people are foolish. Especially with things they should not be foolish about.

4. Jokes are jokes. Though not with the Freudian state of mind.

5. People don’t mean everything they say. Sometimes they say it just to play with you, or confuse you rather.

6. It is better to say everything you wanna say than to keep it to yourself and carry the heavy “what ifs”. Even if they react negatively or the way you didn’t expect it, at least you know.

7. Not everyone you care about feels the same way as you. Sometimes they just pretend that they do.

8. People often confuse their simple feelings to the complex ones like attraction to love and projection to reality (i don’t really like analogy).

9. Getting attached to someone so fast is an incredible feeling. Until you change.




Doing the do with you know who

The greatest mystery of all time solved…What Neville forget to remember in that scene.

All of this is important.

(via viria)


It’s hard to explain what I am feeling now. I feel happy and sad at the same time. It’s also hard to explain what I will do in the next days. I’m still torn between what I need to do, and what I want to do.

I’ve always been in the middle of somewhere, hence, my blog description. It’s only been a few months but I am so tired of doing this shit. I told myself that I will try harder and make myself better this October. I hope I can do it though.

I have given this thought a lot of attention these past few days. I want to be sure about how I feel. I want to be very sure that I know what I am feeling. But until now, I can’t. I really want to do it, but the circumstances won’t allow it. I value this so much. I don’t want to break this again.

So here I am, posting something so vague. It could mean many things, but the best part is, it really means a lot of things.

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